Road trip

Road trip

A few months ago I was asked if I like to travel by a friend of mine. I told him “of course I do who doesn’t ” he laughed then asked if I wanna be his business partner. I was excited so I told him “count me in” later on that date I got into it the my girl and the people I lived with so I was outside chillin he saw me outside cold and was like hey I got u fam we about to make that bread so we can get our life back. Driving from Denton to Dallas to pickup the truck and load it up was fun but the best part was being able to drive from Dallas Tx to Chicago. On the way to Chicago we got to see new things meet new people and try new foods. But the best part was talkin to polo g one of my favorite artist.

Hyper-Focus

Hyper-Focus

There was this one time when I was a kid, I had a football game and my mom wanted me to take my meds. Of course I didn’t want to because I wanted to feel normal. I wanted to prove to my mom and myself I could function without my meds. So before I got to my game I sat down and started meditating using my spiritual energy to focus on the peaceful things in tha world. I saw I’ve never focused so much in my life until that day. My focus was so unbelievably sharp I made 14 interceptions, 10 sacks and 25 Touchdowns. I was proud of myself and with that I also became player of the year yee.

My Pain “Feelin Like Juice Wold”

I try my best to be positive about my life but how 🤔😕can I when people keep putting me down.

I try to express myself with my words but all I get in return is hatred and negatively. Like why life 😕🙄😩if Noone will listen to me.

I been going through a lot lately, like I haven’t been able to call or text my girl 😕and it’s hurting 💔me badly 💔. I love.hwr so much she’s literally the light 💔of my life and I’m scared 💔😫😩😭imma lose her. What do I do????

People keep stilling things from me and it hurts. Like I want do die for real.

I miss my girl, I miss my Twin I’m hurting inside and it seems like nobody cares. I’m tired 😫😩of being hurt.

I seriously struggle with depression and anxiety and people keep antagonizing me and I want to just punch 👊shit but I can’t. I just cry 😢😭because I’m hurting and nobody cares 💔.

I feel alone all the time and to me nowhere feels like home. Nowhere but death 💀. 💀.

Survive Or Die Tryin

When life came down on you, you feel like it’s the end, but somehow you find a way to put thru and find a way to survive.

Sometimes you feel 😌good 👍😌👌about your life, you wake ⏰up in the morning 🌄😉😀😊and you breathe and stretch ready to take on the day but as your day begins you start to feel the change of energy and you suddenly begin to feel irritated.

Some people 🙄😒 wake ⏰up ready to fight the world 🌎😤😒. But the question 🤔is why??? Maybe it 🤔was something 🤔they were dreaming about or maybe 🤔an event that had happened the dat before.

I can’t lie because I do the same thing sometimes. I wake ⏰up mad 😠at the world 🌎😒😤because I had a bad 👎dream or because of an encadent that had accord the day before. To be honest I try my best to resolve the problem before I go to bed because you never know what could happen to the person and/or people you had a issue with before.

If you ever listened 🎶to the song “mad” by Ne-Yo you would most certainly understand what I’m saying.

The meaning in his song 🎵was if you go to bed mad at someone you could wake ⏰up and never see that person ever again and you will never get to apologize for it because that person would and/or could be gone forever and you will have to live with the guilt and regrets forever 💔.

Life is a game 🎮or survival. You can either do your best to stay positive with positive energy or die trying. It’s all up to us as humans to see the good 👍🙏in people.

I Exist

I exist.

Because if I don’t exist,

I am nothing.

If I do exist,

Then I mean something.

Whether it’s weak and wrong,

Or bold and strong,

I exist.

And in that existence, I am more,

More than what your eyes can see.

I am a person, place, or thing that chooses to be me.

That wander through this place free.

So,

I exist.

My mind is nothing more than an overly used door,

I can open it to vast wonders and beliefs that lead to creativeness,

Or cease it to be open to dam my ever wandering thoughts

Which then shuts me off to what it is I perceive.

And in that,

I exist.

But in order to exist on does not need a mind.

Nor does one have to think for itself within itself.

All that needs to be,

is to be perceived.

For that,

I exist.

Johnathon Morrow

Real People

First thing first Real People like Real People. Fake People like Fake People.

Fake People like to lie constantly about everything. They want to be your friend when you have something they want but as soon as you fall rock bottom there nowhere to be found.

Real People is honest for the most part their there when you’re happy livin the life supporting you. But when you hit rock bottom their there to comfort you and tell you how life is fucked up but encourage you to never give up on yourself or your dreams.

There are a lot of Fake ass People in the 🌎 and you have to Recognize the Real from the Fake

Colors Of Emotions

Red* Tha color of rage, A color that keeps me from being hurt but at the some time keeps me in a cage.

Orange* Tha color of frustration, A color that causes me lots of anxiety and hesitation.

White* Tha color of loneliness, A color I feel when I’m alone and feelin hopeless.

Blue* Tha color of lost, A color I feel The most often due to my past and the agony of my thoughts.

Green* Tha color of team, A color I seem, to be the main thing I need because I’ve been through so much pain and suffering I tend to come off mean.

Purple* Tha color of loyalty, A color I value because of its purity and Royalty.

I’m a Survivor

A fighter never quit no matter how hard they’ve been knocked down or broken. It makes them a warrior and from a warrior the become Survivors.

I am a Warrior and a Survivor but there are time when that Warrior wants to quit and give up too but the keep fighting and that’s what makes them Survivors.

I know sometimes we just want to cry and say fuck it im done but for some reason you keep fighting.

The Suicidal Life

There are many people in the world that feels the urge to commit suicide. But the question is Why???  Sometimes our suicidal thoughts come from the insecurity we have about ourselves and we look for approval from others. The sad truth about that is depending on other will always disappoint you and cues you to feel uncomfortablelly worse about ur self.

For me its almost everything 😥. I don’t understand myself let alone other people 😕.  Like people treat me like shit and idk what to do

Sometimes I wonder if I belong in the world 🌎. Like do I mean anything to anyone???

Cuz I feel lonely Noone 😔 really cares about me or my feelings and I’m literally a my low rn like I feel so worthless and unwanted 💔

I’m so tired 😫 of being hurt and abused like I don’t have feelings. I might seem like a tough person that don’t give a fuck about anything but deep inside im a lonely child that wants to be loved.

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